Break This Spell

What is it you're doing?
What the Hell have you done?
I can't stand this spell I can't overcome.
I can eat, I can breathe, but I can't find a cure
This raging feeling within, so pure.
The endless hugs should be enough
I love how you give them- both gentle and rough.
I'm over reacting more than the norm.
it constantly feels like the calm before the storm.
I'm only human, never stated with what I have.
I want you by my side, to hold and to laugh.

It's like a hole being torn in my chest,
as cliché as it may seem,
though I can't even stop to rest,
for you invade my every dream.
When I close my eyes, in the darkness,
I see your dazzling smile.
My future happiness within you lies.
My wait will be longer than just a while...

Ever since we've met, I knew we'd be close
just closer, I constantly pray.
I feel nothing but complete morose
Sometimes I feel ready to waste away.

You told me once, you don't date men
for fear they'd break you and leave you alone
That they'd break your heart twist it real thin
You've proven your point by breaking my own.